Looking at myself

My truth at this moment.

 Alone and scared 

Maybe some people feel like this but most don't if they have someone by their side. Someone to die with if it came to that point. 

 Feel memories with and smile at the shit that didn't make since and things that did.

  I came to a point in my life, I have to except the things I truly don't want to except. 

Look in the mirror at myself and say " this is it" my life and now each step I take is unknown. The decisions I make can affect the rest of my life to just a few weeks. 

 As I want to cry. Tears never come down. I guess I'm stronger then I think. Maybe it's time to stop crying for things that serve no purpose in my life but things that do.

So, tonight I will try and clear my mind. Let actually people in or just be alone. 

Hmmmm

....life is a journey in itself but especially unknown what is headed in front of you. Even if you plan it.

My journey My life