View life.....

 I view life different then I have ever before. Each breath I take, I'm emotional. What I see, I try to take it all in. Each step I take, I try to make each one count.

  I have been trying to fine myself for so long. Trying to fit in everyone else life and not making the right decisions  for myself. Lost in the sight of other people. Trying to fit in this world that I became nothing. 

  yup I said it.

As I watch my mom slowly go. She shows me to live life as tomorrow will be never promise to me. She shows me to take those moves even if they seem scary. To cry when things don't go right. To keep trying and figure out which job fits you but you not fit the job. Take on those challenges of life that will push you to where you will be in the next month or so. 

  To even stop, listen to everything around you. Take in the fresh air that comes from the mountain. Look at the stars at night and don't be frighten of a few bugs or a wild animals. 

  Live life as it will be gone in a second. You will only regret the things you didn't do not the ones you did. .    It doesn't matter if you choice the wrong guy but what you did about it after. It doesn't matter if you had a baby but what matters how you raise and become the best person you can be for them. 

  Even that wrong job you felt like you waisted time. Nope, it actually was preparing you for a amazing career. As you go to school and didn't do anything in that field. Guess what, you have a education so use it. 

   Take that step and enjoy life.

This world is not getting back to normal. This world is the beginning of something we all won't understand. 

  So learn to smile more

love more

  take risk

  cry more then be depress and have it all bottle up

   laugh more as it is good for the soul

     talk to Yah 

he will listen and answer you in due time. He will make sure you get the right gift and not rush it.

  Go live life as it is your last. Don't forget no matter what, you are loved.

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