RealityofMe

 Sometimes we can overthink life. Wonder about shit that doesn't matter.  I'm trying to let myself go today. Not over think things nor share my deepest thoughts and wonders withbmy coworkers. They might misunderstand me. More like, I don't want them in my business. I have learn over the years, i only have associates so keep it just like that.  I will share with you, I'm wonder about life today. What do I want from it? What steps am I going to make to get where I need to be without overthinking everything I do. Wish me luck

 The reality of my life is I'm a single mom doing it all as best as I can. If I didn't have my dad in the same state as I was or family that cares, especially my sibling, well I feel like I would be living in a hotel or some type of extra help I need sooner and wouldn't be a le to get it later. Possibly travel miles to get to work and the kids to school. A lot of more sacrificing on my behalf.   Those are the things I think about if I actually didn't have help. 4 kids and no child support. I know typical life of Americans now just because anything could have happen over these past 2 years. People left, separated, divorced and just pass away leaving family and fri5to grieve or just figure out life. I had to much pain past these couple of years to where I will share with you.    Being a mom is challenging because...well the only person to provide for your family is difficult because you want to survive but also you have extra Littles you have to do it with as well...